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Name: Aeria Age/DoB: 14 / 13th September 1991 Favourite City: London, UK Hobbies: Drawing, writing, graphic-designing (making banners and icons), watching anime, reading manga, talking with friends, practising with knives. Likes: Books, tea, blades, the moon, black, wings, white, crosses, victorian things, Tim Burton, mythology, archaeology, Art, music, sophistication, silence, anime, manga, japanese artwork, crumbling houses, old houses, abandoned houses, cats, ravens. Dislikes: Self-centered people, people who judge others by their appearance, fake friends, bright colours, pink, bossy people, people who think they're superior to others, the smell of boiled chicken, discos. Best Friends:-> Kris-onee-chan ( Trista ) -> Saki/Rosette -> Nessi -> Yuna Aspiring: writer and artist
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
 Mood: Glad // Anxious // Slightly Sad
Reason: I like my graphics this time // SBSR and FUPO // Haven't been feeling all that happy lately.
Listening to: Another Grey Day in The Big Blue World :: Maaya Sakamoto
Reading: Black Cat Volume 19
Planning on: Studying; Writing
Hello everyone. Sorry for not posting lately but either I haven't felt like it or I've been too busy. My
hardest exams are already over, so I suppose I can relax a little bit.
All I have to study for is Geography (tomorrow), French (Monday) and
P.E. (yes, written final exam x.x; - Tuesday). I guess I should study a
little bit for T.I.C. (Computers), but I won't strain my mind trying to
learn things I already deal with everyday. It's like studying for
breathing... which would be ridiculous if you think about it.
<3 Lin <3
Teehee. I think I've gotten a bit better with Photoshop. I also think I'm getting better at drawing Creed from Black Cat. Nessi's glad for that too xD; I can finally draw a guy I like! Yay! Lin~ I can draw chibi Lins~ <3!
I'm thinking of writing more of my story tonight but it sucks since I
have to study Geography. T-T I hate school. And no one reads my story
anyway, besides Nessi and Arche, and for that I can show it to them
over MSN, so there's no need to keep updating it on Ty-Kamara... I
guess I'll keep it to myself if nobody comments on the next chapter
(when I finish it, that is). I still have so many characters to put in
there, but most of them are so completely minor people don't even have
to remember them. Seriously, so far, I've put in two men and going to
put in another one and the three of them are blonde! I guess I'm special for having dark-brown hair then xD;
I've been feeling rather... awkward lately. I don't know why, it's not
that my life isn't going well (on the contrary, a lot of things have
gotten better lately, the most important one being my grades) but...
I'm just very sensitive lately and I just feel sad. I can't laugh as
much as before and I'm rarely smiling all the time. Plus, it angers me
when people say that I'm doing this on purpose to beg for attention...
Oh, yes, it's very NORMAL for someone to like being sad and pitied. I
don't like that kind of attitude, nowadays when someone's sad everyone
else just assumes they're lying. For God's sake, what the fuck is this?
Oh, so in the 21st Century people aren't supposed to have feelings?
Gimme a break.
But yeah, I've been kind of down lately. I don't
feel at all well with myself, but I can't do much about it. But that's
not the main reason... I feel like my friends at school don't like me
that much anymore. I know it sounds silly but I just feel like they're
acting strangely towards me, like I've done something really wrong but
they just won't tell me. I'm worried I might have done something ._.; Meh.
There are other reasons why I've been sad but... well I won't talk about them here. No one reads this crap anyway xD;
I feel kind of moved now... I really want to thank some people for
helping me and supporting me because they're the greatest friends
anyone could ask for...
Nessi
for always being beside me and getting angry at me when I'm sad, waking
me up from my own self-pity and cheering me up. I love her very, very
much and I want her to understand this T-T If it weren't for you I'd
have cried more times than I have~ And I'd have no one else t o shower
with my hysteria for Lin. Thank you so much for keeping me alive <3
Saki
for being the best mother I could ask for x3 I feel bad for never being
able to help her when she's feeling bad ;_; I feel so useless. She
means so much to me! She really understands me, whatever the issue may
be and we can talk about whatever we want... I don't know how I'd
manage without her >.<; Thank you for always being there for me
;-; <3
Matos for
telling me about her life and her problems. Thank you to her for always
hearing me out and completely understanding me when I'm having one of
my little crisis. She's amazing and I hope she'll never stop talking to
me. Even though she doesn't like anime or anything I can say for sure
she is one of my best friends and I always want to be near her ^.^
Thank you for being honest, loyal and such a good friend <3
Arche for being an amazing daughter xD You're amazing ^-^ You always, always
cheer me up, no matter what the occasion and you worry about me T-T It
makes me cry sometimes how someone could be so kind to me and worry so
much about me. You deserve the best for being the way you are -
kind-hearted, sweet and straight-forward. ^-^ Thank you for helping me
stand whenever I fall <3
Kaoru for always being such a supportive daughter ;_; I can't understand how someone can be so sweet.
You're... you're just so sweet, you make me smile in the worst times.
You always know exactly what to say and you're just so understanding...
Thank you for being so kind <3
Flamey
for being such an awesome sister. You're probably one of the few people
I can talk to openly without the conversation switching immediately to
intimate-mode. I really need our daily talks, even if we don't say
anything really important, it matters so much to me that you actually
talk to me... Really, it does! I want to keep this friendship forever.
Thank you for keeping me stable xD <3
And, last but not least, to Kris.
I know I've been a crappy friend and we've had our issues. I know our
friendship has weakened a bit but I want you to know that you mean so
much to me I can't even being to describe it. You're... you're my older
sister, my rock, my sidekick, my hero. You're everything. Thank you for being who you are <3
Heh. I think this finishes the post ^-^ Thank you so much, everyone, for giving my life some kind of meaning <3
[+] A e r i a
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